I should meditate on an issue that I have personally with money which is it feels like it's other people who are in control of my money and their decision to give it to me or not. I did do an archetype wheel reading once with Caroline Myss cards and the Inner Child came up in my money section which actually made sense to me. I could go into a long list of how my money patterns seem to somehow always include having to trust that the people around me will provide for me.
I hate this pattern.
So I'm sure on some deep level I've come to believe that people somehow equal to eventually having financial power over me. It seems so straight forward and easy right? Just keep a job and spend less then you make. So easy. But it's not easy when the jobs always end almost as soon as they begin. And when the bills add up to more then you have. And the kids need more and more things everyday. And....
So I'm trying to see what the good news is here....I think for me the good news is that maybe I'll change my financial story....maybe I'll make it so that it reads:
"And Jackie g was such a money magnet that so much money would rush to stick to her and fill up her bank accounts and pockets and wallets that even all the people who wanted to control how much she could have weren't able to stop her from being the wealthy rich and financially blessed person that God intended her to be. There was so much money pouring in everyday that she couldn't even spend it all if she wanted to."
And so the good news for all of us is that we can rewrite the old script, the old story. The new story can have a happy ending. And the money can simply flow on in over all of us.
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